I'm a mess up, pure disaster
She said she love me but I'm thinking she an actor
But now I'm better, cause I'm not with her
Everyday I woke up it's a pure disaster
She made my heart turn blue
You're hiding from the truth
I didn't know what to do
I'm glad I'm over you
Dropped out so I'd feel the fame, fucked up cause I hate your ways
Blacked out don't know what to say, fuck you hope you felt the shame
Bygones will be bygones but I never loved you anyway
Do you see what I became
I'm so messed up
I was lost in the fake love
Glad that I'm over you now
Every single time when you're name comes up
I'm fucked up, hate it when you're around
Caffeine fueled
I'm a fool I'm just tryna blow up maybe go a couple more rounds
Give me one second, just hear my sound
Used to fuck up convos that made me drown
She made my heart turn blue
You're hiding from the truth
I didn't know what to do
I'm glad I'm over you
She made my heart turn blue
You're hiding from the truth
I didn't know what to do
I'm glad I'm over you
Dropped out so I'd feel the fame, fucked up cause I hate your ways
Blacked out don't know what to say, fuck you hope you felt the shame
Bygones will be bygones but I never loved you anyway
Do you see what I became