That was when it all changed
I was falling from eden
Tryna pick up the pieces
Tryna figure out what was wrong with my brain
I was wondering how to end this pain
That's when it all got worse
Now my vision is blurred
I reached my peak
Just to fall right down
You took it all away from me
While you watched me drown, oh
You're nothing but a liar
You're just an addict no parental figure
It's hard to reason with ya, might as well just pulled the trigger
Hope you get more dirty pills, hole in my heart too big to fill
Now I don't know what is real
Do you comprehend what it's like to feel?
I love to pretend, one-day I'll heal
I'd hate to be you with a heart of steel
You're so pathetic, bro
If I saw you again we'd go toe to toe
Maybe punch you right in the nose
Maybe lace your snow, cause you love your blow
Back then, I had the best first date
Back then, I wasn't filled with hate
I've changed since then, and you did this to me
Stuck inside my head, and my conscious is free
Every second on LSD, wish you were charged with first degree
How could you think it'd be fine by me, how could you do it
I reached my peak
Just to fall right down
You took it all away from me
While you watched me drown, oh
Won't forgive you for what you did
But I understand why you'd do it
Who would have thought the implications of my life
Changed who I am and now it's fine
Cause when you hit rock bottom
You find a way to be happy
And you pull yourself out of it
You find a way to numb the pain
I reached my peak
Just to fall right down
You took it all away from me
While you watched me drown
I reached my peak
Just to fall right down
You took it all away from me
While you watched me drown, oh