I was so young, just finding myself
Trying to make friends, but I got sent to eternal hell
Maybe go outside it'll cure your mental health
I don't remember that day very well
When I put on the mask, it wasn't hard to tell
I'm a liar and a loner but for now, its farewell
Cause every time I leave my shell
I don't feel real
You can't save me
My last day alive
I spent lying in the darkness
We're so far apart I'm gone
On a trip I ain't want, we came so far
Cause right now, I'm so dead inside, but you're all I want
You did your part, you took my heart
Mushroom tea
They should've told me
I was forced into a bad trip
Don't know who I am or where I'm at its all a trick
Cause now I'm looking at the dots and the floaters
I'm feeling depressed cause it'll never be over
How can I be real if I never feel sober?
Life was never good I never found my clover
You can't save me
My last day alive
I spent lying in the darkness
We're so far apart I'm gone
On a trip I ain't want, we came so far
Cause right now, I'm so dead inside, but you're all I want
You did your part, you took my heart
Cause you're all criminals
No morale principals
Because you lied to me
I live with HPPD
I know you cant save me
My last day alive
I spent thinking I was nothing
And I fell apart
I know you can save me
My last day alive
I spent lying in the darkness
We're so far apart I'm gone
On a trip I ain't want, we came so far
Cause right now, I'm so dead inside, but you're all I want
You did your part, you took my heart