I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt So say I've changed but I did it for my health And those I loved you've went and gone stealth I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt So say I've changed but I did it for my health And those I loved you've went and gone stealth Fuckin' hell Im not well Trusted you And then I fеll So afraid I'm awake Friends' like who? Causе ya'll so fake I might break Then remake Save my heart From all the ache Got my blade I might fade 3 more lines I wish you stayed I'm so fed, no longer full On every lie that you pull Strings from above I'm their fool Mastermind drowned in the pool I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt So say I've changed but I did it for my health And those I loved you've went and gone stealth I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt So say I've changed but I did it for my health And those I loved you've went and gone stealth You hate the way I numb my pain I've hung myself inside your brain An ornament for severing The insecurities I'll bring Bestow upon me gifts in vein I'd follow you into the rain But now you've gone and I'm insane And you're the reason I'm to blame It's suffocating not knowing where you lie Awake I'm waiting for all to be made right It's hard to believe me when I say that I'm alright I live every day but I don't feel like I'm alive I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt So say I've changed but I did it for my health And those I loved you've went and gone stealth I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt So say I've changed but I did it for my health And those I loved you've went and gone stealth I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt So say I've changed but I did it for my health And those I loved you've went and gone stealth I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt So say I've changed but I did it for my health And those I loved you've went and gone stealth