Thought I had a good soul
Don't know where it went
Now it's all ego
All I do is shit and pay rent
And I try and try again to feel indifferent
Don't know where it went
Was it ever there
There's a feeling that you get when it all fits in your head
Every now and then I swear I see it
I just keep telling myself I need to stay in control
Everything is better if you leave it alone
I thought I was ready for the real thing
Maybe I don't need a thing just need a minute alone
If I find a reason, never letting it go
I know what it feels like
And it's a hell of a feeling
It's a hell of a feeling
I don't even know if I feel it
Thought I had a baby
Don't know where she went
Haven't really tried looking
Don't know if I care
But then I try to let it go and it keeps burning
Funny cause she put me through hell
Maybe I did it to myself
There's a feeling that you get when it all fits in your head
Every now and then I swear I see it
I just keep telling myself I need to stay in control
Everything is better if you leave it alone
I thought I was ready for the real thing
Maybe I don't need a thing just need a minute alone
If I find a reason, never letting it go
I know what it feels like
And it's a hell of a feeling
I just keep telling myself I need to stay in control
Everything is better if you leave it alone
I just keep telling myself I need to stay in control
Everything is better if you leave it alone
I thought I was ready for the real thing
Maybe I don't need a thing just need a minute alone
If I find a reason, never letting it go
I know what it feels like
And it's a hell of a feeling