Don't wanna run away I led myself astray Out of view Try not to fall apart But holding on is hard It is true Nineteen and so naive But I still won't take, I won't take the blame No peace inside of me Never gonna change, always stay the same Forcing all the blame But it's my fault, baby What a mess I made, falling on my face Where will I remain if I'm far past saving? Ooh-oo-oo ooh ooh I gotta face myself To save my mental health But I'm not ready yet, I can tell Found comfort in my shell But I've got To break free from disdain surrounding me I truly think that things will never change How come I can't see the havoc tethered to me? Can't hold back now 'cause I'll never Ever ever change, always stay the same Forcing all the blame But it's my fault, baby What a mess I made, falling on my face Where will I remain if I'm far past saving? Never gonna change, always stay the same Forcing all the blame But it's my fault, baby Thought that I was stuck But I went straight backwards ♪ I know that it's me I'm guilty, I'm guilty And maybe I'll be set free But I gotta get out now Or I won't find the answer Oh whoa-oh-oh-ohh ohh But it's my fault, baby What a mess I made, falling on my face Where would I remain if I'm far past saving? Never gonna change, always stay the same Forcing all the blame But it's my fault, baby Thought that I was stuck But I went straight backwards