I can not feel I can not see I can not wait to die I will not be far away I can't escape this place there is no way out I feel drowned by the smoke that fills my lungs It burns my soul Violent means to a violent end I built my world on nothing but drugs and lies Drowned by the smoke That fills my lungs I have nothing left Trapped by my own self I took my own life In a haze of blood red dust I want nothing but you Why should I lie Living in a dream Living in my own hell Living in my own hell Nothing but my psychosis Living in my own hell Nothing but my psychosis