What if the lens with which I wish to see the world Distorted my perspective, replacing reality Take the family religion away Let my worldview change Call me an apostate Remind me I'm depraved Strip me of my morality Create the context so that I can see the truth Despite the fear that I will be abandoned I have not been given over to death My heart has not been hardened But I've shed tears of blood merely praying for protection Yet what would I understand without discipline And what unknown distress has grace kept far from me With no contention to bring In hunger and thirst, I must go on I've learned the hard way that there is no relief in one-step theology My vantage point no longer means a thing to me What if the lens with which I wish to see the world Distorted my perspective, replacing reality Take the family religion away Let my worldview change Call me an apostate Remind me I'm depraved Strip me of my morality And if the Son of Man must suffer, how much less do I deserve to be exempt Create the context so that I can see the truth What would I understand without discipline And what unknown distress has grace kept far from me With no contention to bring In hunger and thirst, I must go on So take the traditions away And let my worldview change Show me beauty in contrast Create the context so that I can see the truth I will welcome affliction yet again I will embrace despair once more And if I speak I will speak of the things that show my weakness In hunger and thirst, I must go on