I don't want to be alive No no no This suicidal depression is seeping in I've lost all control and you'll never know I'm tired of spilling my guts for you to give a fuck and it's just my luck I'd lose my composure staring down a loaded gun This is just a part of me you never see This is just a part of me that never leaves Don't you fucking see nothing's what it seems I am I am just a sick sadistic piece of fucking shit I've been killing myself just to feel something Oh I need your help Cause I can't do this on my own Should I medicate to alleviate This sickness inside of me I just want to sleep No relief no sympathy I can't swim with these concrete fucking limbs No one left to count on No ground left to fucking stand on Here we go again motherfucker Will these demons in my head ever let me fucking rest Oh I need your help Cause I can't do this on my own Should I medicate to alleviate This sickness inside of me I don't even know how it got this way Circling the drain to find some fucking peace I'm sick I'm torn I'm worn DEAD EYES NEVER LIE