Wandering aimlessly
Misfortune grasping at my feet
Everywhere that I seek
To find a quiet place to
Sleep and rest my aching bones
This place will never feel like home
Existence was forced
Receive no recourse
Every breath agony
I wish he could see
Bleeding nightmare realm
Oppressing my body
Oh, I will never fucking leave
Descending
Unrelenting
A land of boundless suffering
A nation with no king
A mountain with no peak to keep
Disconcerting
An unmarked grave without a body
A humanity with no belonging
I am
Homesick for a place that does not exist
Eternal place of agony
Forever state of bliss
I am homesick for a place that doesn't exist
I am never going home
I'll spend my days trudging stone
Searching for a place that I have never known
I am never going home
Undeserving of my throne
Never ending quest to find my flesh and bone
I am never going home
I am homesick for a place
That will never fucking exist to me
Still wandering
Misfortune continues to suffocate me
I've lost all faith that I'll find my place
And my only hope is to accept my fate
He won't find it
The forest stretches farther than he can see
He can't climb it
It rests at the crown of the tallest evergreen
It's out of reach
Vision with no basis in reality
Don't try to find it
You'll lose everything you have come to be
You will not find it
I'm going home
Where I'm heading I don't fucking know
I'll find my own
Even if it leads me down below
I'm going home
Nothing worse than this plateau
I'll find my own
I'll find the strength to carry on and grow
I'm going home