Burdened by guilt of existence Weighted nothing plagues me I'm scrambling through the blinding darkness The mind decays Overwhelmed by Thoughts of living Thoughts of dying Let it end The soul dissolves Encouraged by Thoughts of trying Thoughts of lying Why won't you let me be Seeking forgiveness seems futile I am to to blame Chasing a quiet mind It never seems to come See me I am only numb Witness my descent into chaos We are merely flesh living through realisation Come watch us rot ROT Please let me just feel something Please let me just feel anything We are corrupt We are spiteful We are drowning Drowning Meaning is no longer in my grasp Help It's failing Bleakness consumes me You can't stop it We can try get better But just like you know I know nothing matters