I laugh away knowing my signs That one of these days I'll breathe my last time When there's a shade behind my eyes Then why do the days fly fastly by See me one more time Lost and so cold Darkened my soul Numb for so long I can't hold on Flying away across the sky To try and make myself come alive And I can't give the habit up I know that soon it'll mess me up I laugh away knowing my signs That one of these days I'll breathe my last time When there's a shade behind my eyes Then why do the days fly by So what can I say I don't want to die But can't handle the pain I'm going insane The sleepless nights I've lost this fight The agony tears up The agony tears up my insides I'm in a hole there's no way back Claustrophobic, and feel so trapped I let it inside, it gets to me Draining all of my energy Sail with me into reality It's like it doesn't matter, ugh It doesn't matter Can't escape the pain inside I laugh away knowing my signs That one of these days I'll breathe my last time When there's a shade behind my eyes Then why do the days So what can I say I don't want to die But can't handle the pain I'm going insane The sleepless nights I've lost this fight The agony tears up The agony tears up my insides