All this oxygen just swirling around my head Still choking on free drinks and cigarettes You can surely see the damage written on my face I was never one to go for the safe bet I hope you felt no pain And I hope you're somewhere safe I deserve no sympathy You lost it all, all on Christmas in Las Vegas Trying to make it out alive Paying for my sins one at a time This year has been the hardest Without you by my side But this season still ain't seen my demise Oh my demise Trying to stay hidden right here in pain sight There's comfort in these old casino lights If i had to do it over I'd have lived a different life That's seeing twenty twenty in hindsight I hope you felt no pain And i hope you're somewhere safe I deserve no sympathy You lost it all, all on Christmas in Las Vegas Trying to make it out alive Paying for my sins one at a time This year has been the hardest Without you by my side But this season still ain't seen my demise Oh my demise I hope you felt no pain And I hope you're somewhere safe I deserve no sympathy You lost it all, all on Christmas in Las Vegas Trying to make it out alive Paying for my sins one at a time This year has been the hardest Without you by my side But this season still ain't seen my demise Oh my demise