How'd I mess up so bad with someone I'd imagine I'd always have
Moving too fast for my own stupid ass like I didn't even love you no
I wish that I could take it all back in a moment
Still have the one I would ride or die with, I know it, wish I could keep it going
But it's lost like opponents and I ain't afraid to show it that I
Blew the last shot for the team, I can own it
But it still hurts, ain't been sleeping through the week 'cause it's still her
I miss looking back at me across the mirror
Think I might just know the meaning of a killer, headed through some shit right now man
I wish we could roll it back like an
Eyelid and cover all it up, we'll just hide it
'Cause baby I didn't know
How to act like you always asked, to never put you in the back
Keep you laughing and that, like you always asked
Don't leave no baby in the back man, I just wasn't ever good at that man
But I knew how to make that girl laugh man
As well as how to make it on back, but I couldn't act like you want me to act
Look I was drinking coffee in the night time
To stay awake inside the feeling of a lifetime
But now I'm sleeping through my snoozes, I don't want to do this
Get up in the face of the day when I'm clueless
And maybe I should hit a day trip, rid of all the hatred
I've been facing lately, let's get wasted
And I ain't trying to face shit, speaking like I'm Bayless
No sense like I'm baseless, way lit lit and now
I don't want to Divvy home tonight
Correction, I can't even Divvy home tonight
'Cause when you can't stand up try standing on a bike
Kind of like a car dealership blow up at a red light and now
I wish we could roll it back like an
Eyelid and cover all it up, we'll just hide it
'Cause baby I didn't know
How to act like you always asked, to never put you in the back
Keep you laughing and that, like you always asked
Don't leave no baby in the back man, I just wasn't ever good at that man
But I knew how to make that girl laugh man
As well as how to make it on back, but I couldn't act like you want me to act
Like I never have, it ain't easy in the laws of attraction
To figure all it out on the back end
And try to put the pieces to the puzzle back in
It just ain't an action that I was packed with, but I love how
All these birdies think I'm strung out and drugged out
And feeling past tense with who I love now
Like I'm running around the fucking city with a sign wanting rub downs
It's kind of funny, I was a distraction you ended up calling honey
I've been thinking too much, feeling shitty it sucks
Think I need to talk to someone not in the mirror while I'm still drunk
I've been through some shit right now, some shit that's that
And I'm sorry that I, I didn't know how to act