[Words By Steven Sagala. Music By Joe DeGroot] Once alive - deep inside Now staring through unforgiving eyes Guilt in my heart My fate in your hands I ask for forgiveness Now tell me your plans You speak to your mirror Speak to your lies Do you like what you hear? No cares or worries it's all now behind you Move on now move on, but let me continue As you cling to those objects - the ones you hold dear There will be nobody near -Unleasing the fury inside- Watch me now bleed as I stand here before you In mercy, in love - I'll show everyone here what you do This is the way the deal has been made I swallow my pride, get back on my feet While waiting for you and your life cloaked in need Feel the cold of a black-hearted soul So deadly a force that alone it cannot run it's course Silence replaces your once changing faces Wretched and reckless - a sorrow now endless Sick with self-pity you are now growing weary I laugh as you cry Take me away from this place you've created Do you not see I am striving for change? My hands tied behind me with no ground beneath me [Lead: DeGroot] Gather your weapons and gather your friends Celebrate losing at life once again Grieve by the bottle Laugh at the past Flash us a smile and see if it lasts The pictures are fading as life takes it's toll Now there is nothing left to show Take a look and you will see I did what was best You did all the rest!