Took a little pill and it shook me Underneath the cool cut palm tree Now I'm bathing in chlorine I can't get by, just getting high I can't get by, by, by Just getting high You're the reason why my heart's been idle On the darkest side of survival Still drunk on my denial Own up what you want, what you really want What you want Is this Heaven or a cage? Am I a songbird on stage? Am I a doll who misbehaved? I can't get by, by, by Just getting high I can't get by, by, by Just getting high You're the reason why my heart's been idle On the darkest side of survival Still drunk on my denial Own up what you want, what you really want What you want ♪ I've been isolated for too long and now I hate it Ate my words instead of verbs, in actions to placate it Miss you like the last time that I saw you and we faked it I hate you, I made you I hate that I still do I want you, I want you back Will you love me When we come back down, back to solid ground? Will you love me If I start to drown in the fire we found? I can't get by, just getting high anymore Do you think that you'll still love me? ♪ (Is this no way out?) You're the reason why my heart's been idle On the darkest side of survival Still drunk on my denial Own up what you want, what you really want What you want