Im only days away From giving up this place I need a change of pace A change of ways Somedays I dont fit in my own skin I am uncomfortable I guess 'cuz after all Im just a carbon-ball housed in a soul Im just getting by And getting pretty good at sin And every time i try to pray A memory gets in the way And I forget what it was I was supposed to say Hiding in my palisade Writing on a blank white page Keeps my demons one more day Away I just cant understand What makes him animate Is it his heart, Or the heart in his hand? How much he's changed, Or maybe it's how much he's the same? If all this worlds a tree I'm just a withered leaf I'd blow away Find me a new place to be But darling you would love me just the same And every time i try to pray A memory gets in the way And I forget what it was I was supposed to say Hiding in my palisade Writing on a blank white page Keeps my demons one more day Away