I always feared the isolation until it came around Every word that strangled me suddenly unwound Never thought I'd even question Or be the one to argue without even a clue Oh how little that I knew But as the vision cleared away I lost my will to talk Lost my sense of direction Lost my will to walk Sirens turned to silence Faces turned to stone Before I even knew I was crawling back to you All this time I've had one foot in heaven, the other in hell I'll be fine with one foot in heaven, the other in hell As I reached the shore everything came back to life The voices of comfort The will to survive Realization of my weakness building up inside Without even a clue Oh how little that I knew With every step I counted With every breath I took Came the fear of isolation Came the fear of losing it all What I thought belonged to me Ended up owning me Next thing that I knew I was crawling back to you All this time I've had one foot in heaven, the other in hell Now I know That I've always been the best I've always been the best of me