I take y'all being silent as a sign of respect
I take my girl out for luncheon, waiter pass me the check
Here front and center but you never know what's next
I give y'all a couple things to expect
For real
Who says Im not a lyricist, you ain't mention me yet?
"He don't have the juice", you want to diminish my rep
Not profound, unsound, but I pour my heart in this game
Pitstop to hell, but I'm vacationing so I can further explain
I'm talking pain, not a curse
I laced my soul in this verse
Feelings broke a long time ago, that shit is inert
All life is, is an endless nine to five, until the day we die, about that money, digits and dimes for work
I'm good
No need for berettas, go in that store and just go buy me a sweater
Classy today, lace on my thirteens and the leather
I don't want to blow up, I want to have fun with this fantasy
Looking to laugh at those who ain't give a damn about me
Like
Where's my shot?
Where's my fucking second chance?
I wasn't given the first, but I'm not going to trip about it man
Put on my shoes, but even then would you really understand?
Would you comprehend?
Or is it your mind that needs to go on the mend?
I'm the hand that keeps on giving, that's why I'm forever winning
My ma and my girl happy, the perfect life is what I'm living
Funny how I jumped off the block out of no where, with no fear so I disappeared your god damn rap career
I'm here, in your spot
Sitting at the top
Pen is in my hand so that I can further jot
I'll lay here and reflect on my cot
My plaques hang on all walls, lets use yours as a hallway prop
Too anticipated, they all want me to drop
Until I stop
And then I see my fame really begin
So I look to the heavens to ask father for a message, as a sign, he looks down and he sends me some wind
Like, lord forgive me, for I have sinned
I'm not the forgiving type
Those who wrong me, are dead to me, that shouldn't even apply to my life
But it does
To hell with what was
I got love for my direct kin, I don't fuck with you cousin
When those snares drop, I get in the zone
I'm too nice
Maybe that's why I'm so heartbreak prone
I can't help but feel so detached and alone
I'm the dog who was never thrown a bone
That's what happens when you're too far gone
Yeah