I never thought the place I'd be around this time of year Not as merry as it seem's in fact it's sad the way your left at all And since you've been gone No one's knocked on my door Light up the town Its color changes was the kids' favorite to me that's all That's all what it takes now To know I'm on my own And it's always been clear If He really cared for me, He would let me heal Out past was tough like wine and beers they're kept over the years On my mind they found their way to be If things were my fault which they're not I'd gift your a better abode I guess i'm just a man too proud Will i remember tonight like i would Think of you just like before cause i'm