First things first, I've got to let you know
That even though you're out with him
I'll be here waiting but don't go playing with my heart
To this day I still don't get why you share regrets
Thinking that he could be more for you
When you really don't need to look so far
What you're looking for
Has just been right here patiently waiting out your door
But since I've almost always have been your second choice
Then I'll keep my mouth shut
What's in my gut will just have to wait
Every night I'm wide awake
'Cause I know if I fall asleep I'd be dreaming of you
And I hate knowing that our love ends there
But still I don't mind, I still keep hope
I've kept myself sober over and over just to get you home
Don't care 'bout the hurt of being alone
These are all the things she'll never know
Let me order just one more drink
'Cause I'm starting to think
That the chance of you and I is just a bottle away
From something bittersweet, I'll hold your hand
We'll kiss but tomorrow not a single word will ever be said
About all the things we've done before
We'll share a glance, a smile, a laugh
'Cause that's what a secret's for
Don't know about you but for me
This means much more than just a crush
Not asking for much, just want a chance
Every night I'm wide awake
'Cause I know if I fall asleep I'd be dreaming of you
And I hate knowing that our love ends there
But still I don't mind, I still keep hope
I've kept myself sober over and over just to get you home
Don't care 'bout the hurt of being alone
These are all the things she'll never know
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Every night I'm wide awake
'Cause I know if I fall asleep I'd be dreaming of you
And I hate knowing that our love ends there
But still I don't mind, I still keep hope
I've kept myself sober over and over just to get you home
Don't care 'bout the hurt of being alone
These are all the things
These are all the things
These are all the things she'll never know