All the words I couldn't say
Emotions die when you are near
This world I keep inside my head
A kiss goodbye to blur the line
A gaping wound that never heals
An open void inside my heart
I wish that I could disappear
I'll close my eyes and face the fears
Silently
If I close my eyes tonight
Would I disappear?
When I'm by myself again
Will you disappear?
So many things I know nothing about
Talking to your voice in my head
I see your eyes and my heart fills with doubt
Oh, did I even know you at all?
Your shadow on my skin
A feeling from within
My heart will die again
Don't leave here alone
Oh, you will never know
Why I couldn't go
This feeling I can't show
Why can't I let you go?
If I close my eyes tonight
Would I disappear?
When I'm by myself again
Will you disappear?
I'll close my eyes tonight
As the leaves turn red
I'll close my eyes tonight
And I'd rather be dead
(Rather be dead)
I'd rather be dead
I'd rather be dead