Somehow I've ended up back here To the worlds I wanted to leave In the night time the rumors start to fly And I can never sleep A shut in for all these years Used to all the words that hurt me I still feel engulfed in fear From all the ghosts that cursed me My body is feeling weak But I cannot close my eyes And I can never sleep A letter centered on my desk From a lifetime feeling out of place Envelopes with untold words All just to tear them up again For a second I felt whole again You put the pieces back into their place An eternity of sleepless nights You'll never, ever see A shut in for all these years Used to all the words that hurt me I still feel engulfed in fear From all the ghosts that cursed me My body is feeling weak But I cannot close my eyes And I can never sleep