Adolescent me That heartbroken sheep Tempting my breath For your butterfly net Up by those treetops I wandered every evening I watched the moon wane breathing Thought one day you treat me right Typing to myself Just one inhale You said I stared I just laughed then left Overwhelmed I guess L'appel du vide Look over the edge L'appel du vide Don't wanna get upset Stepping my way It's not what you said It's not how I play, baby If you want more I can assure loyalty It's all I do Is wait for you But baby girl I'm not strong enough But I'm just not strong And I been waiting all long She took me down And she brought me around We went to our spot Blew smoke like movie stars I don't know why baby girl I don't know why, not at all I just lose my mind I lose it time to time As mindful as the world My trying feels absurd You talk to me You're flying out soon Paint my heart blue Pastels remind of you And how I wanted you L'appel du vide Look over the edge L'appel du vide Don't wanna get upset