I can't recall what I was looking for Reward or price of resting Nailing closed unopened doors What's peace A treaty to seize A truce with your grief to find a true center New me So naturally I want certainty When you need surrender of whatever keeps me angry And vow to sit this one out Concerned my discernment conquers my doubts There's no way to tell if I'm talking to God or Myself What's need A treaty to seize A truce with your grief to find a true center New me So naturally I want certainty When you need surrender of whatever keeps me asking How to sit this one out You'd think id know the difference by now There's no way to tell if I'm talking to God or Myself