Memories fleeting,
I've lost sight of what I held dear
My sincerity bleeding,
Numb to any semblance of an apologetic that might remain,
Letting honesty decay
I never asked for this
Any of it
I hope you're lonely,
I hope you hurt,
Because the only thing I think when I'm in bed,
Is how I wish I was in yours
Caught between a rock and a lie
Staring at walls to pass the time,
Bringing me down so low
My pride turned into insecurity
Our golden age became a black mark on history
I just want you to know
I am loneliness unencumbered by sentiment
But now
I still find your hair inside my clothes,
Weighing me down,
A gesture unasked,
Vulnerably exposed
(I hate, I hate, I hate your fucking cigarettes)
I feel a struggle in your lungs,
Every time I touch your lips,
I feel a pounding in between my ears,
But never in my chest
I hope you're lonely,
I hope you hurt
Because the only thing I think when I'm in bed
Is how I wish I was in yours
If this is love,
Then what's to show for it
Besides this noose coiled around my neck
Am I out of my mind?
Still find your hair inside my clothes
Weighing me down,
A gesture unasked,
Vulnerably exposed
(I hate, I hate, I hate your fucking cigarettes)
I feel a struggle in your lungs,
Every time I touch your lips,
I feel a pounding in between my ears,
But never in my chest
I feel a struggle in your lungs,
Every time I touch your lips,
I feel a pounding in between my ears,
But never in my chest
I feel a struggle in your lungs, (I hope you're lonely)
Every time I touch your lips (I hope you hurt),
I feel a pounding in between my ears,
But never
In
My
Chest