I dug my shoulders into my floorboards
I've got the black and blue to show
My bedroom ceiling knows me inside out
More than you could ever know
And it breaks my heart to tell you that I don't love you
I swear I want to, but I don't
I know I should tell you, but I won't
December's killing me
Just let me make it to the new year,
But the same old hell
Leave me with my loveless self
Always look ahead, but my mind is on the past
This day goes on and on,
It never ends
How did it get this bad
A change that never comes,
Where's the fire in me now
Dissipating,
Ashes scattering around
December's killing me
Just let me make it to the new year,
But the same old hell
And though its hard to see
I was never anything you saw in me
So drown me out
Leave me wih my loveless self
A vicious cycle,
Round and round I go again
Constant regress
Becomes the process
Slow down,
Moving too fast
Getting too close now,
Find some other way out
Slow down, (I dug my shoulders into my floorboards)
Moving too fast (I've got the black and blue to show)
Getting too close now, (My bedroom ceiling knows me inside out)
Find some other way out, (More than you could ever know)
Slow down, (I dug my shoulders into my floorboards)
Moving too fast (I've got the black and blue to show)
Getting too close now, (My bedroom ceiling knows me inside out)
Find some other way out, (More than you could ever know)
Slow down, (I dug my shoulders into my floorboards)