I'd reach out if I thought you would care
It's not your fault it's my own cross to bear
I've been drinking it off for the past few years
That any love now just feels insincere
Just cross me off
I fall into my fade
Don't dig me out from grave
Shovel dirt on my face
I missed everything you said
I fall into my fade
I find it harder to breathe
Found it hard to make peace with everything I am
The biggest part of me stays unwavering
Though the words you speak still find their way up over me
Alone
I'm standing face to face with my ghost
I could lie but then you would know
Don't shine your light on me
Just cross me off
I fall into my face
Don't dig me out from my grave
Shovel dirt on my face
I missed everything you said
I fall into my fade
I find it harder to breathe
Found it hard to make peace with everything I am
I missed everything you said