I am torn from the inside out
Spiritual low, ground to the bone
It takes every ounce of strength not to fall to my knees
I swear I'm trying
One hit right after the other
Another day, becomes another struggle just to maintain a peace of mind
Because right now I'm going through it
I'm over it
These last few months have been some of the hardest that I've ever had to face
And still I search for understanding
It's in moments like these, that push you to see just how strong you really are
There is a line that I won't cross that separates me from counting it all as lost
If I were to fall too deep, there would be nothing left of me
Patience
Mindset
It's all I can do
I try to dwell on better days and not fixate on all the bad that's happened to me
I know sometimes things don't go my way and I let it get the best of me
Life is hard and that will never change but I'm not living like there's no way out of it
Feeling down is a waste of my time
I've said it before and I'll say it again
You either want it or you don't
I'm still here
No matter how hard it gets from year to year
No Pain, No Gain
I power through
No matter how hard it gets
I'm still here
Sanctuary