Purge me of my decreased will to even breathe (I can't sleep) Haunting me, taunting me Awakened everyday with anguish gushing from bloody membranes I lost my trust, love; fuck all these thoughts in my brain So cut my capillary veins wide open Pour the antidote to emotion right in Can't stand the strife, I want to reprimand my mind I can't fathom to listen, I don't want your opinion What you call love is nothing but a fallacy I can't fathom to listen, I don't want it So fix me up another cup of that apathy Can't stand the strife I want to reprimand my mind Cleanse me of my bittersweet memories Please shut my eyes to sleep Haunting me, taunting me every night I can't feel anything but spite Please just shut my eyes I don't want to be alive Haunting me, taunting me every night I can't feel anything Haunting me, taunting me every night I can't feel anything but spite Haunting me, taunting me every night I can't feel anything Everything that makes me grin is a sin and I know it, I know it Show it to me now if you think you're holier than thou Everything that makes me grin is a sin and I know it, I know Show it to me now if you think you're holier than thou Cleanse me of my bittersweet memories, please shut my eyes to sleep