What did you want from me Can you think back on it? What did you see in me Besides just violence? I live my life like this Shell shocked and ignorant I spend my days like this Fucking belligerent I will become nothing, dead in the dirt I will become all that makes you hurt I will rip out your black beating heart I can not be stopped I'll rip you apart I hope that I have burned every bridge i've ever crossed I hope that half your life is time you think is fucking lost Your blood flows through you like the sands of time I am the pendulum swinging you back to the starting line I hope that I have burned every bridge i've ever crossed I hope that half your life is time you think is fucking lost Your blood flows through you like the sands of time I am the pendulum swinging you back to the starting line If I had a nice bone in my body i'd tear it out If I had a nice thought it my head i'd blow it out My whole life is a labyrinth Every path is a dead end Life is a joke That's all the voices ever spoke I'm begging for a nightmare So I can have something to put me to sleep Breathing is suffering The constant struggle makes me weak As I walk through the valley Of the shadow of death I fear no evil For I am ruin As I walk through the valley Of the shadow of death I fear no evil For I am ruin Belligerent Fuck An ungrateful piece of shit I take everything for granted This is life Six feet under fucking granite see less