I depend on the powers of my inner self Alone in the darkness tasting the shame The world falls down on me And everything is pain My, beauty, soul's no longer burning Despite my lies never harmed Now on the cross no longer bleeding It's time for me to go home I'm losing strength my mind gets weaker My will to live is blown away My will to rise instead of being thrown down Is what scares me most My, beauty, soul's no longer burning Despite my lies never harmed Now on the cross no longer bleeding It's time for me to go home They always follow inside me Just to bring me fear (just to bring me fear) They scare my weak sense to death And lead my thoughts to the other side As my mind is turning to ashes The preachers hand will lead the way Just face it life ain't fair And I'm tired not finding the truth Will It be forever guilt That fuels my forever If so I'll welcome death And I'll finally be free My beauty souls no longer burning... Now on the cross no longer bleeding It's time for me to go home They always follow inside me Just to bring me fear (just to bring me fear) They scare my weak sense to death And lead my thoughts to the other side As my mind is turning to ashes The preachers hand will lead the way Just face it life ain't fear And I'm tired not finding the truth Will It be forever guilt That fuels my forever If so I'll welcome death And I'll finally be free As my mind is turning to ashes The preachers hand will lead the way Just face it life ain't fear And I'm tired not finding the truth Will It be forever guilt That fuels my forever If so I'll welcome death And I'll finally be free