I fall in line
Stacked up high like the lies you fed to me
My walls came crashing down
Yet you were just another lesson that I'll never learn
Follow me
Retrace the steps, it wasn't meant to be
My wishful thinking got the best of me
Sometimes its better to forgive and forget
No, my suffering was not so black and white
Should I wait, should I stay?
Glass chains bind me to my grave
It's so hard to tell
Was there anything more than a hollow shell?
Don't tell me this was all in vain
I would crawl back
But I'm too numb to love the pain
Too numb to love the pain
I watched you wither away
You were my everything
Now you're the hell inside my head
Your veil was pulled over my eyes, I must have been blind (sever the ties)
I won't blame myself again, and set my world aflame in the end
Suffer as I have suffered
You kept me at bay with only intent to watch me erode from the shore
It hurts to know that this bliss was all in my head
Because now my wishful thinking just makes me wish I was dead
I found myself drowning in a wishing well
Begging, "Won't you cure my hell?"
I took my love for granted and now it's gone
Then reached out my helping hands
But you slit my wrists
Abandon me just like the rest
Trickster, it was real for me
Never again
Your veil was pulled over my eyes, I must have been blind (sever the ties)
I won't blame myself again, and set my world aflame in the end
Suffer as I have suffered
You kept me at bay with only intent to watch me erode from the shore
You said it wouldn't end like this
Fuck you, I'll never forget
I'll never forgive
Fake
Drown with me, you destroyed me, but was I deserving?
Your malicious intent brought me to my knees
Stuck in an endless loop; resent, regret, repeat