You'll never know the awful feeling Of never being satisfied Im never satisfied No matter how much good you see I always see the other side You'll never find me In this hole I dug for myself I am defeated Sleep walking day by day I'll never feel free Always trapped in a cell Still spending every night in hell I can't live with myself so I Can't imagine what it's like for you I'm not a person you can have a future with Head in the clouds is the only way I exist Cursed doesn't do me justice I am the black cloud That rains over my own life Love was never enough for me And damaged goods is all I'll ever be Sleep walking day by day I'll never feel free Always trapped in a cell Still spending every night in hell Sleep walking day by day Feel like im drowning Always trapped in a cell You'll never break me out of my shell I can't live with myself So I can't imagine what it's like for you Cursed doesn't do me justice I am the black cloud That rains over my own life No bottle can drown this out No pill can wash this away You'll never find me In this hole I dug for myself No resolution that time will tell