And how I'd love to stay Living out here where there's water Can't get away She's a lot to take In on the days when You're over and done I just don't want to say That its been over For the plan was to cover me here You probably won't find me after dark Because I always pretend like I'm having a ball I'm sneaking out the back, trip the alarm I might as well have just stayed at home You probably won't find me after dark Because I always pretend like I'm having a ball I'm sneaking out the back, trip the alarm I might as well have just stayed at home Swear the death of me I'll find a way to feel the love I've been bathing in 'Cause there's a difference Between what you know And what you're letting in And it's embarrassing When I'm bitchin' bout you here I'm always in the mirror You probably won't find me after dark Because I always pretend like I'm having a ball I'm sneaking out the back, trip the alarm I might as well have just stayed at home You probably won't find me after dark Because I always pretend like I'm having a ball I'm sneaking out the back, trip the alarm I might as well have just stayed at home You probably won't find me after dark Because I always pretend like I'm having a ball I'm sneaking out the back, trip the alarm I might as well have just stayed at home