God in rapture God enraptured by love for you Frail, God fell to his knees Feeble, fragile "Are you alone?" Whispered voices Kept secrets Eyes stare so cold I'll vanish I lay my body I close my eyes and plead to end my life Then I await Remain I pray that there is something How can we love if you are not here? How can we touch if you are not real? I lay by a river In peace Looked up She's there I've had enough So, I awoke I rose Held hope But there was nothing Wait. For what? How long will it take To understand her role in my world There must be something Wait. For what? How long will this go on? Obsession fails to explain this void I'm lost There is nothing Imposter You lied Ignominious shaming for a smile I hear the tones of your voice melding, Characteristically blind You'd have known that there would come this time Now I hate all that I am I weighed myself down with rocks in the riverbed I like the torture of kissing the surface Are you happy now I question the past and every scene of life That brought me to this cessation It all comes back to you Born sinner Pure hearts inborn to burn Heaven in flames saw the cremation of God They'll never know the pain My heroine died the day that I saw her smile