There's always an ambivalent notion as I drive away A second guessing of myself I step out of my state of being and Into these sights I had only dreamt of Until now A chance to say these claims with a louder voice For reflection and growth To see the world and what it truly has to offer In a new and inspiring way All these constants All of these amends Left in the gravel we walk through I've finally escaped to an isolated comfort Where green blankets the hills and clouds meet the mountains I can finally breathe in Lifting the veil that infringed upon my compassion When I exhale the regrets and Restraints I tried to evade for years were gone With every icy gust of wind I breathe In I exhale more of my cold composure I claw my way into the belly of my dreams To run away towards something rejuvenating and redeeming At the turn of the season I shall flee To sacrifice my home and wake up to the Sounds of moaning freeways and singing streetlights I'll trade my routine schedule for voyages to destinations undefined To leave a trail of blood and sweat on the interstate All to evade the stagnation I call home An opportunity to bloom