I was born a winter's night An only child Branded unwanted I was forlorn A soiled seed of life The wise would have said That I was broken from the start To see how life spat in my face I felt the cruelty of it all Worse it became With every passing year As the other children shunned me With no one to call a friend My heart grew colder From childhood then, through much travail I've battled with the ills of life 'Til like a rude and rugged rock My heart grew callous in the strife When other children passed the hours In mirth and play and childish glee I was dealt a losing hand of cards Yet I was too blind to see I wandered there a shadow A spectre self-destroyed Snuffed out Buried alive Inside my mind Dealt an ill-fated hand in the cursed deck of life Strife and misfortune there entwined Beaten and broken, marred over time An existence doomed from the start Time, time may mar Time is merciless and cruel Yet in the darkness like a star Her visage remains enshrined Time may mar Time is merciless and cruel Yet in the darkness like a star Her visage remains enshrined Beaten and broken, marred over time The stars were dimmed and the moon shed no light Beaten and broken, marred over time In an existence doomed from the start Beaten and broken, marred over time The stars were dimmed and the moon shed no light Beaten and broken, marred over time In an existence doomed from the start