Locking eyes with my figure in the mirror It's a ritual that's all too frequent I'm searching for something But I find no redeeming qualities Just endless shame and a swollen grin You can't laugh away the pain The pain of a heart growing cold The pain of a life that's purposeless and dull It's all null and void But I'm still trudging on Collecting soil as I drag along I'm trying to make it worthwhile And I'm not scared of ever dying alone I know people who will keep me warm They're searching for something And nothing's ever gonna hold us back We're gonna live our lives We're gonna take a chance To laugh away the pain