I'm lost and walking Towards an unknown destination Can you show me the right direction? Or continue as my distraction? Broke down on the bus I had to sleep it off Tucked my head into the crevice of a window Fighting off the nausea Fighting off the fear of throwing up In front of everyone Broke down on the couch I had to walk it off I was thinking of you and How much you damaged me My self-esteem is on its knees No blood, no breath, Not even the faintest wheeze I'm a walking mess of a vessel No heart, no brains, no soul But I've been counting every mistake You said you never made