I'm running out of ways that I can hide it
My heart and mind stay divided
Cuz even when your gone still feel so close
I could disappear and still hear your ghost
It's like I'm always reminded
There's no way for me to fight it
Cuz I can go and try but there's still no hope
Cuz ain't no point in trying if there's still no growth
But it's so easy to say that there's something wrong with me
Or to stare and point all of the problems that they see
But I bet I'm not the only one who has the fear of being alone
Lately it's been feeling like it got harder just to breathe
And it gets a little worse every time somebody leaves
So I tell myself It's no one's responsibility
But my own
Cuz I could be a straight liar
Until the day that I die but
That ain't the way that I'm tryna be
I don't give love in hopes to receive
But I don't wanna keep fighting
If it's always gone be one sided
I need something more than what eyes can see
I need your love to be my relief
Cuz I already been through this before
And I don't wanna ever have to see you walk out the door
So you don't gotta break the silence
Cuz i already know what it means, know what it means
Hope you know that for you I'd go to war
And that I'd be the first to make sure that you don't hit the floor
Do whatever just to make sure that you know that it's more than a dream
More than a dream
I know we would make it baby higher than the tree tops
Every morning lovin' on you while the neighbors eavesdrop
I'm just tryna love up on you til you begging please stop
You know it's no secret that for you I got a sweet spot
You know that I'm with it we'll do whatever you say so
We could show out for the world or mami we could lay low
Love you from a distance but you know it's not the same though
Still don't understand exactly what we gotta Wait for
Cuz I could be a straight liar
Until the day that I die but
That ain't the way that I'm tryna be
I don't give love in hopes to receive
But I don't wanna keep fighting
If it's always gone be one sided
I need something more than what eyes can see
I need your love to be my relief
I need your love to be my relief