I don't wanna admit
I can never front like I'm not sensitive
Got to move too cool so they don't see my tears
I done got lost in the time I was gone to the point
Where my damn fam think that I'm queer
I done got soft in the time I was gone to the point
Where my damn friends think that I'm weird
Tell me how I'm supposed to keep my cool
When I lose everything that I need to be free, to be me
I ain't never felt so alone like I do
When I kick with a crew that don't view how I do
I ain't never felt so confused like I do
When I finally see the things that you do when you do
Young Soldi running circles in my head
Thinking 'bout what I did
How they feel, what he said
I can tell you about it
I done lost a lot of friends over street shit
Beats, and knots of bread
I done been sneaked and beat leaving knots in my head
Got a lot of times I could count I could've been dead
All the days that I wake up feeling like shit
When I know I got to pick this esteem up, you dig?
Baby don't you worry
You're gonna meet somebody
Somebody who loves you
Somebody who's nice
Baby don't you worry
You're gonna meet somebody
Somebody who loves you
Somebody who's nice
I just need a breather, now I'm clear
2019 was a very long year
Oh, everyday my mind's explosive
Ugh lately I've been going through the motions
I want to rewind to the time
When that subtract sign ain't exist in my mind
Dawg
I got a goal when I wake every day to do more
Than survive until I get to the top
Only thing that's stopping me from doing what
I want is all the outside thoughts I let in
I no longer need the outside to delegate
From here on out I'm doing everything my way
Call me Soldi Duke. I'm the man with the plan
What I'm supposed to do with this grand in my hand
Last year, I was on a different type time
But this year, all I really want to do is rhyme
And, on top of that, I'ma grind, for sure
I didn't forget that part
Anything else wouldn't make much sense
If I ain't making sense, then it don't make sense
Forget these hoes. I be killing these flows
When I finally find the forum, I'ma whip it with the bros
Hands down, I believe I'm impeccable
Feel my chakra when I walk through the door
I can't take shit no more until I get to where I'm going
Until then, I'ma keep flowing
Here it is, this is that different type rap
I been up in the dark and I ain't never going back
Baby don't you worry
You're gonna meet somebody
Somebody who loves you
Somebody who's nice
Baby don't you worry
You're gonna meet somebody
Somebody who loves you
Somebody who's nice
Soldi HopOut got a yeah
Monte HopOut got a yeah
Soldi HopOut got a aye
Monte HopOut got a aye yeah