Oso You know We gone talk about real world problems man Jay Oso Hear me out Smoove Smoove I don't wanna die I don't wanna die I wanna live my life I wanna live my life Why we gotta die Why we gotta die Social Suicide Social Suicide Close my eyes Now I'm swerving These drugs make me nervous I went off the road on purpose Cause some days I feel worthless But I Don't wanna die I just wanna live my life Demons talking up inside I need a Bonnie I'll be Clyde But who knows if love is meant for the two of us Was in appearance last night but gone when it gets rough Is it enough to heal my soul Make it to 21 Yeah that's my goal I wanna get old old Struggling with depression and anxiety felt like giving in But I know one day imma get the gold gold I don't wanna die I don't wanna die I wanna live my life I wanna live my life Why we gotta die Why we gotta die Social Suicide Social Suicide I kinda wanna hide I kinda wanna hide But I wanna live my life I wanna live my life I don't wanna go outside I don't wanna go outside Social Suicide Social Suicide I smile like I'm innocent I play the middle man Talk to myself cause nobody listening Know that I'm special Don't mess with the fitting in Claim that they feel me but no they don't get it man Lemme catch my breath for a second Crazy life yeah it get hectic What's my purpose? I'm second guessing Usher Raymond I got a confession Many nights I was alone I wanted to end it all 911 I got an emergency What's the purpose of your call Well he's not breathing He told me was fighting his demons See them when he sleeping and that's results in the bad dreaming He just want someone to listen and don't want nobody to judge It's easy to feel alone in the world Somebody should give him a hug Friends laugh at him when he talk about his feelings So now he keep it to himself man Being quiet only kills yo health Social Suicide I don't wanna die I don't wanna die I wanna live my life I wanna live my life Why we gotta die Why we gotta die Social Suicide Social Suicide I kinda wanna hide I kinda wanna hide But I wanna live my life I wanna live my life I don't wanna go outside I don't wanna go outside Social Suicide Social Suicide They committed social suicide They committed social suicide They committed social suicide Social Suicide Close my eyes now I'm swerving These drugs make me nervous