She always put the blame on me but I can't let go If I ain't experience that pain I would've been fold I'm just tryna keep my head up But it's so low But its so low She always put the blame on me but I can't let go If I ain't experience that pain I would've been fold I'm just tryna keep my head up But it's so low But it's so low Cause I was going though a lot but they ain't understand Battle with my emotions Man I'm just tryna be the better man They stressing me out I'm stuck here writing all these letters again They don't know me But you know that they just tryna be friend (Nah) But I ain't with that fake shit Always wanna take shit Running circles in my mind I can't take it What do I do I'm overthinking But I'm sorry for complaining It might seem like I'm happy Sometimes my happiness be draining And she only fuck wit me cause of the followers I'm gaining And I don't know how to feel Man it's hard to just explain it What do I do man lul shorty I'm just tryna get to you But you don't realize all of the pain you put me through But I know just how you feel I'm just tryna keep it real I was tryna be the realest You never care bout how I feel I won't let them break my heart Cause now my heart be made of steel You never ask me what's been on my mind I know that real loves hard to find No matter what man I'm just on my grind And sooner or later you know ill shine I know it takes time She always put the blame on me but I can't let go If I ain't experience that pain I would've been fold I'm just tryna keep my head up But it's so low But it's so low Cause I was going though a lot but they ain't understand Battle with my emotions Man I'm just tryna be the better man They stressing me out I'm stuck here writing all these letters again They don't know me But you know that they just tryna be friend (Nah) (Mmm Mmm) They just tryna be friend (Nah)