Is this life we're living?
I ask myself if this worth it
Everyday I would be mad for no reason
Without seeing, my mom was the one I was hurting
Yelling back and fourth
Sometimes just for no reason
I didn't see the purpose of living
I was just searching for a reason
Tried to put on a fake smile
But inside, I knew I was so beaten
Beaten and bruised
Beaten and used
Like "God, why me?"
I was confused
Looking out my window thinking "why do I refuse?"
Refuse to have some hope
Refuse to think that I was something special, "I'm a joke"
That's what I told myself
I wouldn't help myself
I would just let myself, fall into this pit of sadness
I regret that now
But ain't no time for regrets
That's all I got to say
I say it with my chest
Yeah these the words I got to say
I can't go back to the old days
I can't go back to my old ways
These things that I be stressing to them all day
But they don't care about what I say
I got to tell them all what I say
I got to give them all a reason
To believe in me
All-Star Mentality
R.I.P to all my lost ones
It's a tragedy (Oh)
What about now?
How you feel about it?
Cause I've been thinking for a while
Like, HOW I feel about it
And I don't even know how to explain it
I feel like the whole process of doing so, is really draining
It's draining me
And I've been stuck in a cycle, I'm so tired
And I don't even know where to go
And I've been trying so hard to stay afloat
I'm not trying to sink the boat
But it feels like that's exactly what I'm doing though
Cause I
Don't know what to do with these things I'm feeling
I, Don't know how to cope with these things I'm dealing
With or without you
I feel so empty
Sit down, and give up
I swear that it be tempting
I can't go back to the old days
I can't go back to my old ways
These things that I be stressing to them all day
But they don't care about what I say
I got to tell them all what I say
I got to give them all a reason
To believe in me
All-Star Mentality
R.I.P to all my lost ones
It's a tragedy (Oh)