I've been trying to stay alive in this cruel world Not gonna lie I took the time to fix my image Not for you though Its been a minute Since I let you know my feelings I know that I've distant I've been gone And you not wrong I guess that you can say That I've been inconsistent But I'm reading in my word So it's feeling more like winning Mind been spinning though And I know it probably shouldn't But I'm worried about my people Who still living for the world Cause I live for Jesus And I've been trying to fix myself because I know I need it And I've been trying to tell my bro But he feels like he don't need it Okay then Okay then Tell me how that go Tell me how that go for you The enemy been trying to get a hold of me But you can never really let him get a hold on you But Lord whenever I feel weary Just hold on to me Yeah Time to boss up Thinking bout the times I really lost (Yuh) Oh, I lost ya? Nah, you lost me And I've been trying to help you Look at it what it caused me (Nah Nah) I'm moving cautiously I'm moving cautious I got to pray before I leave Can't leave without it You say you believe in me But girl I doubt it Only believe in Jesus I can't trust nobody She really just wanted somebody That's all she wanted Shorty please pick up your bible Glorify the Lord Yeah I don't really have no idols Yeah you know that I don't Cause when all this stuff ends He gon' sit at the throne We all living in sin We got to pick up the phone We got to pick up the phone