We started with propane, babe
I was the gas, you the flame, yeah
But love just turns to pain, yeah
And lies are novocaine, yeah
I'm an empty shell
Of who I used to be
You're just a hotel
You used to be home to me
Used to know you well
I'm scared you don't know me
I put my soul on sell
You turned to a ghost, baby
I'm scared
We turned into our parents
Somewhere along the way
It's unfair
Why you acting so careless
With the games you play
Russian roulette
We're both scared
To pull the trigger back
If the love's gone
Tell me where it went
It hasn't felt right
Since the day it left
Russian roulette
We keep saying things
That we never meant
If the love's gone
So is my best friend
I'm dead to you
And that's the worst part of it
I'm haunted by the things
We coulda changed, baby
Before you always seemed
To look that way at me
Somehow happiness
Just seemed to fade away
Used to call me baby
Now you say my name
I know you got trauma
From the shit I said
But every time I hurt you
You reciprocate
You know how to trigger me
In ugly ways
I'm spiteful like my father
And it gets to me
I'm scared we turned into our parents
All the traits that we both hate
Oh, babe
Why you acting so careless
With the games you play
Russian roulette
We're both scared
To pull the trigger back
If the love's gone
Tell me where it went
It hasn't felt right
Since the day it left
Russian roulette
We keep saying things
That we never meant
If the love's gone
So is my best friend
I'm dead to you
And that's the worst part of it