Existential dilemma I'm better off dead Narcissistic ploy I'm no more than a boy Everything is bright and I busted my head Burying my toys and everything is coy And I don't want to fight Want everything to be alright I just want to be cool In the palmettos and pine trees I run free Turmoil my psyche out of control White Mountains and blue is all I see Mind body and soul I try to hold And I don't want to fight Want everything to be alright I just want to be cool