I've been living out of sanity I've been splitting hairs and blurring lines I am a house that is divided In my heart and in my mind I use one hand to pull you closer The other to push you away If I had two hands doing the same thing Lifted high, lifted high I have a broken disposition I'm a liar who thirsts for the truth And while I ache for faith to hold me I need to feel the scars and see the proof I use one hand to pull you closer The other to push you away If I had two hands doing the same thing Lifted high, lifted high And if we just keep digging we can reach the foundation Of our souls And if we just keep cutting all the chains from our hearts We'll lose control And it feels like giving in It feels like starting over It feels like waking up, and you know it's coming It feels like a brand new day Open your eyes If I had two hands doing the same thing Lifted high, lifted high