Oh my god, wish I was thin Wish I was a normal human being I'm just like them Stuck in the dirt I am a victim of my own self-worth And now I wanna take it back I wanna take it back I wanna take it back To when I was so dumb and so innocent ♪ Oh my god, wish I was black Wish I had soul and my music attacked I am so white, shine like the sun Just like we've been counting down to the one And I wanna take it back I wanna take it back I wanna take it back To when I was so dumb and so innocent ♪ Oh my god, wish I could think Wish I could do something smarter than sing But I'm just a face Painted in mud Don't try for perfect it's never enough ♪ I'm just hanging with my head down I'm just hanging with my head down I'm just hanging with my head down I'm just hanging with my head down I wanna take it back I wanna take it back I wanna take it back To when I was so dumb and so innocent Oh my god, wish I was dead Wish I could turn off the noise in my head Oh my god, wish I could breathe Enough air in my lungs to muster a scream Oh my god, wish I was numb The weight on my back didn't feel like a ton Oh my god, wish I could pray Believe in the words your religions all say Oh my god, wish I could swim 'Cause I'm gonna drown in depression again